i’d swim out to you in the ocean. 

You are not only the most precious thing in this entire world, you are the most precious thing that i have ever seen. you will never fully comprehend how much i love you. what amazes me the most is, i love you more and more everyday, and i didn’t even think that was possible at this point. i have never ever had so much fun with another person in my life. i love being with you. i love it when we laugh, play frisbee, and talk about everything together. it’s hard not being able to see you whenever i want, but i think that it makes the time that we do spend together a lot more special. we actually got lucky, because it could be worse you know. i just really want you to know how happy you make me. i have been non-stop happy for over a month now. happy just to know you as a person, let alone be your girlfriend. a lot of bad stuff has happened to us, and we hate it, and we talk about it, but i think it makes us who we are. it reminds me that i can hurt too, and thats a good thing because that is why you and i are here. we are here to hold each other while they cry and listen to each other when they are pissed off. no one has ever treated me as good as you do, and whether or or not i deserve it is up for debate. 

if you haven’t listened to anything i have said so far please pay attention right here:

i always try my absolute hardest to make you happy. i literally do everything in my power to make you smile, or laugh, or just know that i love you. If it’s not throwing screaming crying fits at my mom so that she will let me drive to come and see you, it’s the cutest and gayest text message that i can possibly type. i do everything for you, because of you. you are on my mind at all times. there is literally not one second that goes by that i’m not thinking about you or wishing that i was laying in my spot with my head on your chest with you holding me as close as you can. that is where i feel the most at home, as close to your heart as possible. it’s where i belong. 

Israel Scott Jackson, i love you and i always will. i hope that you will make me your wife someday. i think i would like that very much.

“remember what you said before, i’m always with you too.”

-Katlyn Mikel Wyant.